Politics and Me

For a new writer, expressing political views of any kind is probably the third rail of building a platform; you’re liable to irritate or outright chase away a good fraction of your readership in one or two sentences. You may even offend an agent, a publisher or a potential freelance client before you even get the chance to pitch to them. Turning a blog about writing and personal stuff, into a place for misguided rants, is a dangerous step.

So I’ll try not to do that.

But on the other hand, I am a citizen of the United States, (with strong ties to Canada), and also a resident of this planet we call Earth, and because of that, I have a certain stake in what is going on around me. I can’t just hope that someone else helps to convince people not to follow some idiot off a cliff. If I see the edge coming, I should shout a warning or two.

I’d be remiss if I didn’t point out that politics and social issues also make great fodder for a consistent blogger. There have been times where I’ve written up blogs in my head and discarded them because they were political. I didn’t want to go there yet. But in a US election year, when there is just so much good material begging to be discussed, it’s extremely hard to resist. That said, this particular blog post has been in ‘edit’ state for over 5 months, a result of both my desire to be careful with what I say, and the illness that has precluded me from writing much of anything the last few months.

Before I begin posting on any specific issue though, I thought I’d go through a bit of my personal history, and where I stand in general, in the political spectrum these days.

I grew up in a Catholic family on a small farm in Canada, in a pretty conservative region of Ontario. But by eighth grade, I was already questioning the whole religion thing, and by college, I had completely lapsed. Now I would at least consider myself an agnostic, leaning heavily towards the atheist side of the house. Religion, however, is an entirely different blog post, except that it does greatly impact the political process in the US.

Politically, back in the 80’s, had I been in the US and been old enough to vote, I would have voted for Reagan, mainly because I thought all the US military hardware was pretty cool. I was a teenager during the Top Gun / Rambo years and the media did a pretty good job of conditioning the young to accept that particular view of the world. Through my teenage years, and into early adulthood, I remained moderately conservative.

But in the last fifteen years, I have definitely slewed more liberal in many of my beliefs. Or perhaps the right has moved more right, and I’ve stayed where I was. I’m not a full-on leftist—I’m somewhere in the center-left. I like to call it being a common-sense liberal—which is probably something the right-leaning side of the world thinks is an oxymoron.

That said, in order to understand my view on my place in the political-social spectrum, it’d probably help to understand exactly what I think defines the spectrum. Below is a slightly tongue-in-cheek set of definitions. I say, slightly, because I realize this is a very serious subject, and I don’t want to completely disregard the importance of the political and social debate in this country. I also want to say that this definition only works in the US, and possibly in Canada these days. What is considered a conservative in France may be what a conservative here calls a leftist.

So, with all of those disclaimers, here are my definitions of the points of both the political and social spectrum.

  • Fiscal Liberals
    • Believe it’s ok to spend other peoples money for the good of all
    • Believe that large corporations are, by nature, criminals that just haven’t been caught yet
    • Believe that all capitalists are evil
  • Fiscal Conservatives
    • Believe it’s ok to spend other people’s money, as long as it benefits me
    • Believe that large corporations are, by nature, honest and that the market keeps them that way
    • Believe that an objection to capitalism is equivalent to treason
  • Social Liberals
    • Believe freedom means that you are free to do anything that doesn’t hurt others
  • Social Conservatives
    • Believe freedom means that you are free to do all the things I think are ok

So when, in the future, I discuss politics, and generalize about liberals or conservatives, I do so with those definitions in mind. It’s quite likely that this over-simplification will bite me in the ass at some point in the future. I’m 100% sure it will, actually. I will offend some people. I will present an opinion that turns out to not be supported by fact. I will encounter someone who is better informed and more eloquent than I can ever hope to be, and they will put me in my place. I will encounter trolls who are probably not better informed, and far less eloquent, who will require hours of my time moderating comments.

But I can no longer just sit back in fear of speaking my mind on topics that are important to me, my family, my country and my world. When needed, I will voice my opinions here. Hopefully more good than bad will come of it. Time will tell.

For those of you who come here for other kinds of blog posts, don’t worry. This isn’t going to be a daily soapbox/rant thing. It’ll be an occasional thing. There will still be book reviews (when I can read again on a regular basis), and writing updates, and family stuff. Now there will just be a little more diversity in the topics. I hope that there’s a little something for everyone here, and that people appreciate that it is important for me to be able to express all of my thoughts and concerns, whether you agree with my beliefs or not.

A very big package was delivered yesterday afternoon—a Father’s Day present, perhaps?

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I wonder what it is?

I can’t wait!

I’ve really slowed down on my movie watching the last few weeks. Working 6 or 7 hours a day just doesn’t leave many two-hour blocks of time to watch movies, especially if the kids are around. So my movie watching has been mainly confined to the nights where my wife is out. On nights where she is home, we prefer to watch only one or two TV shows, since by the time we get the kids to bed, and we get things cleaned up, it’s closer to 8:30, and a full movie would keep me up far too late.

I have, however, filled the time by watching a few other things: TED episodes on NetFlix Instant Watch, more TV series, and Detroit Tigers games on MLB.tv. Watching baseball is something I can do while the kids are around, and last night we let them come downstairs to see the end of the Tigers-Yankees game, after they had already gone to bed. They kept hollering downstairs to see what the score was, and I was secretly glad they did. Luckily, the Tigers won it in the bottom of the ninth, or they would have been disappointed not to see the extra innings.

I’m not going to list all the TED episodes I’ve watched, because there are 20+ categories, and each one has over a dozen episodes, ranging from 3 to 27 minutes in length. I haven’t watched them all yet, but I’m working on it. I liken watching these presentations to reading magazine articles from National Geographic. The topics are diverse, and the talks can be in-depth or just a quick introduction. Since I can’t actually do too much reading right now (and the NatGeo’s are stacking up beside the couch), it’s a good way to get caught up on things. There are some talks that sound interesting, and aren’t, and there are some that sound like they wouldn’t be interesting at all, and are fascinating. I highly recommend adding them to your queue if you can.

Below are the movies and TV series I’ve been watching since Part II of this series:

  • [x] = Number of Episodes watched if TV show
  • ( y ) = Rating out of 5.
  • Items in bold = ones I highly recommend

Instant Watch

  • Being Human: Series 1: [3] (3)
  • Big River (5)
  • Commander in Chief [18]  (3)
  • Dirt! The Movie (3)
  • Eureka: Ssn 4.5: [4] (5)
  • Friday Night Lights: [1] (4)
  • Frontline: Obama’s Deal (4)
  • Frontline: Sick Around the World (4)
  • Luther: [1]  (4)
  • MI-5: [1] (3)
  • Monroe: Class of ’76 (3)
  • NOW on PBS: Fixing the Future (4)
  • Outcasts: [4] (3)
  • Star Trek: TNG: [3] (3)
  • The Cosmos: [2] (3)
  • The Future We Will Create (3)
  • The Guild: Ssn 5 (3)
  • The New Recruits   (3)
  • The Planets: Different Worlds  (3)
  • The X-Files: [1] (4)
  • Weeds: [4] (3)

DVD

  • Changeling (3)
  • Contraband (3)
  • Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (3)
  • Date Night (5)
  • Doubt (4)
  • East of Eden: Special Edition (2)
  • Extraordinary Measures (3)
  • For a Few Dollars More (3)
  • Fracture (4)
  • Hawaii Five-O: Season 1: [6] (4)
  • Haywire (2)
  • I Am Number Four (3)
  • It’s Complicated (3)
  • Knight and Day (2)
  • Lifeboat (2)
  • Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines (4)
  • The Boy in the Striped Pajamas (3)
  • The Descendants (3)
  • The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (US) (3)
  • The Help (5)
  • The Hoax (3)
  • The Sand Pebbles (3)
  • The Wire: Season 1: [3] (4)
  • War Horse (3)

Today marks the end of my fourth month of my battle against Guillain-Barre Syndrome. I’m looking back at my 3 month update to see what has actually changed in the last month so I don’t get too repetitive. This may be a short update.

I’m usually able to get 6 hours of work in per day, and have gone as long as 7.5, but I was pretty much brain dead after that. Last week I averaged about 6.5, which seemed about right.

At this point, the #1 problem I face is with my vision. I’m still having difficulty keeping them focused, and moving them to the left or right causes some pain. Working on a computer screen isn’t horrible, since my eyes, oddly, don’t have to move as much as if I were reading a book. Probably because I type more by looking at my fingers than by looking that the screen. Yes, I am one of those people.

I still can’t read for any length of time. A few minutes of reading to my kids in the evening causes eye-strain headaches, and when I wake up the next day, my vision is blurry and my eyes are bloodshot. I’m really hoping this symptom goes away soon. There are a lot of books I want to read right now, and more which will be releasing in the next few weeks.

Physically, I am starting to do a few more things. I’ve tossed a baseball to my kids a couple of times this week for 5-10 minutes before my arm went numb. My walking pace is gradually improving. It would be faster if I went back to wearing my orthotics, but they’re too much trouble to put on for short walks to the mailbox, so I don’t.

I get less of the tingling sensation in my legs and arms on a daily basis, though it seems to have migrated to the upper parts of my cheeks when my eyes get tired, and for the most part, my nose no longer goes into “I’m going to sneeze mode” all day long. That is a huge relief.

I finished the edit of the novel I was working on a couple of weeks ago, and am now taking another break while I try to heal. I tend to start work very early in the morning, instead of writing now, and that allows me to take more, and longer, breaks to spread the 6-7 hours of work out. I don’t know how I’m going to get to 8 hours a day before I am completely healthy, as there just aren’t any other hours left in the day if I still want to take a couple of breaks. So I’ll probably hold at 7 for the foreseeable future, and hope that my eyes come around soon.

So that’s about it for now. Hopefully I’ll be able to blog on other topics soon.

Remember that ice storm we had back in January? Well, some of the neighbors are still cleaning up from it. On Thursday, they brought in some folks to top the poplar trees behind our house.

The kids had a great time watching these arborists climb up and down. And I was so glad it wasn’t me (or them) up there.

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And the final results, this morning. By the way, that little mountain in the background is Mt. Rainier. It’s bigger in real life.

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A Weekend Retreat

My wife and I are making a yearly thing of getting away for a weekend in May to celebrate our wedding anniversary. We drop the kids off at Grandma’s house, and then treat ourselves to a relaxing trip somewhere not too far away. Last year, we went to a wonderful bed and breakfast in Wenatchee, Washington. This year, we spent two nights at the Cave-B Inn and Vineyard near George, Washington. Yes, there really is a town called George, in Washington.

This is the view of the inn, with one of its many cliff houses in the foreground. We had the room on the second floor, on the left corner.

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This was the view from one of our windows, looking west towards the Columbia River.

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This place is a bit pricey, especially for the suite we had, but it has a couple of things going for it.

1) It’s within 30 minutes of Grandma’s house, so by dropping the kids off there, instead of hiring a babysitter for the weekend, we save a ton of money better spent on ourselves.

2) Everything we needed for the weekend was right there. In fact, there really isn’t anything else nearby, except for The Gorge Amphitheatre, which is literally right next door. I imagine that on concert nights, the music would be quite audible from anywhere on the property.

Since I’m still not very mobile as I recover from GBS, sitting around, doing nothing was very important. It’s not actually all that different from what I have been doing at home, but for two days, my wife got to do nothing with me. And she really needed that. She did take a two hour hike down to the river on Saturday morning, a hike I hear was quite wonderful. I spent the time editing one of my novels, then watching the Food Network, which I don’t get at home.

I did splurge on myself, and had my very first, real massage. I’ve been to the chiropractor hundreds of times in my life, but never had a true massage. It was quite a pleasant experience, and one I will will probably treat myself to again in the future. They also had 7 head showers in the Spa Building that were absolutely amazing.

The food was pretty good, but I really wish I could have tried the wine. Since I am still in recovery mode, I didn’t want to do anything that would set me back even a little bit. The food cried out for a little of the vino, and I was sad that I couldn’t oblige.

The only real problem I encountered all weekend was that in the suite we were in—which was right over the dining room—we could hear the jazz playing on the speakers below us. It wasn’t a problem during the day, but at night, the thump of the stand-up bass reverberated through the bed. I finally had to go down to the lobby at 2 AM to get the night porter to turn it off. I couldn’t sleep at all. On the second night, we called down at 11:30 PM, and I slept much better. I can honestly say, I have never hated jazz as much as I did at 1:45 AM Saturday morning.

Overall, it was a good time, and something we’ll definitely do again. Next time, we’ll check out one of the cliff houses, or maybe one of the Yurts. And hopefully, I’ll be healthy enough to go on that hike too.

Gettin’ Hitched

Today is the 7th anniversary of our move into this house, so I decided to celebrate it by getting hitched.

What’s that? I’m already married? Yes, of course I am. But Washington is a very liberal state. They’ll let you do almost anything on Cinco de Mayo.

Here’s a couple of pictures of the big day.

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Yes, it’s a brand new trailer hitch and bike rack! How cool is that?

I didn’t know anything about GBS until I got it three months ago. Chances are, you hadn’t heard about it either, unless you know someone who has had it. So May is the month to spread the word that this disease is out there.

What exactly does spreading the word do? Well, most importantly, raising awareness amongst the population raises its profile in the medical community and that assists doctors in making early and accurate diagnoses of the disease. Early treatment is critical in preventing the symptoms from going from serious to completely debilitating or even deadly.

The GBS / CIDP Foundation International has been leading the charge in raising awareness, and if you have any interest in learning more about it, start there.

There’s also this great blog article by David Farr that points out some of the famous people who had had GBS. I had no idea that the US President Franklin Delano Roosevelt suffered from it. It’s quite amazing what he did with his life, under the circumstances.

GBS changes your life in a thousand ways. Things you once took for granted that you would always be able to do, you can only dream about doing. Here’s my top ten list of the things I dream about doing (and hopefully will be able to do again soon)

  1. Playing sports with my kids.
  2. Writing without feeling guilty that I am burning energy I need to save for work.
  3. Reading books
  4. Blogging on a regular basis
  5. Playing video games with my kids
  6. Going out to nice restaurants with friends
  7. Having a beer
  8. Having a foofy coffee drink
  9. Being able to work 8 hours without crashing every evening
  10. Cutting the lawn / doing yard work

Here are a few things I don’t miss:

  1. Spending three hours a day commuting

It’s not really an even trade. Once I get all those things back in the top list, I’ll probably put up with the one in the other and be happy about it.

Probably.

Today marked the 3 month mark in my battle with Guillain-Barre Syndrome. Well, actually, yesterday was the 3 month mark of the first symptoms, but it wasn’t identified as GBS until the next day, so we’ll call it good and move on.

At this point, I’m working about 6 hours a day, though I think that lately I’ve been pushing it just a bit too hard, and back-sliding health-wise just a bit. GBS is like that. It lets you push, until it doesn’t, then it laughs at you for overdoing it, and you feel like crap for a day or two or three. Then you start feeling good again, go a little bit further, and it whip-saws right back at you. At the beginning of last week, I felt like I could take on the world. So I did, and I’ve been paying for it ever since.

Today, I had an appointment with a neuro-opthamologist—an eye doctor who specializes in neurological issues. He put my through a long series of eye tests, including a series of strain tests that gave me a headache that I still have, 10 hours later. The news was good, for the most part. I seem to be recovering, and the new prescription my optometrist gave me a few weeks ago, seems to be the right one for the job. I do still have some muscle control issues with my eyes, both in focusing them, and keeping them in alignment. The muscles tend to tire quickly. My brain then steals energy from other parts of my body (i.e. my nose and fingertips) to compensate and allow my eyes to continue to work. Hence, when I work or talk, the tip of my nose goes numb, followed shortly thereafter by my fingers, then my arms if I push too hard. I spend a lot of the day either expecting to sneeze, or having an itchy nose, because one part of my brain is so confused from the lack of signals it gets when another part shuts down the sensation. It’s pretty annoying.

I have started to get outside just a bit more. Walks to the mailbox, or to the park around the corner with the kids, don’t completely wear me out, though I do walk more slowly than I used to. I’ve spent a few minutes each weekend pulling weeds in the flower beds. The fresh air and sunlight feels good, but I usually pay for that exertion later in the day.

I have been getting back to editing my latest novel. I’ve been doing a chapter a day during the week, just to feel like I am making progress. Not being able to write consistently for the last three months has definitely impacted my mood, but I think it has also made me a better  writer because I am pacing myself, and taking my time. Last year I wrote 80000 words in 50 days. This year, I’ll be lucky if I write 5000 new words total. But they’ll be good words.

The only really beneficial thing about being home so much is that I have been scheduling in people to do work around the house. We had someone come out and seal the ductwork and add some insulation to the house. The carpets are being cleaned tomorrow. And, I’ve been getting estimates done on installing a photo-voltaic system on the house. I’m not sure I’m going to be able to afford it right now (hence the estimates), but it is something I would like to do. If we do it, it’ll make some great material for blogging about.

I still haven’t read a book since the end of January. My eyes just can’t take it, at least not as long as I am working six-plus hour days. I miss it, especially when I see that some of my favorite authors are releasing (or have released) books this spring. Hopefully by summer, I will have the energy to get back to it.

I think the biggest mind-shift for me in the last three month has been to lower expectations, and to not let that depress me. I’m a type-A personality. I’m go-go-go all the time. I expect to be able to rehab my way out of any illness or injury. I tend to forget on Mondays that I’m not supposed to sit for more than a couple hours at a time, and I sit down after dropping the kids off at school, and the next thing I know it’s lunch time. By Friday, I am a dead-man walking. I have to learn to take care of myself better during the week, and to learn that sitting and watching TV in the middle of the day, or taking a nap, or a hot bath, is not a luxury—it’s a requirement. I will not heal if I push to hard. That’s a hard lesson to get through my thick skull.

So I keep the NetFlix queue updated on a daily basis. I do have a hot bath every afternoon. I take a short walk every day. And hopefully, at my six month anniversary, my life will be back to normal.

Fingers crossed.

April Showers

It’s not exactly summer here, but with 78 degrees, it’s close enough for the kids to ask for the sprinklers. So on the sunniest, warmest day so far in 2012, we had showers of the kid-made kind.

The screams they made while playing sound a lot different from the ones they make when fighting. These are the good Sunday afternoons.

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